Real love is finding that one person who makes you feel like your on top of the world every time you see them! You may not always agree on everything or communicate truly but it doesn’t matter because in the end you love them. You may not have all the money in the world but money isn’t everything! Love your life together as if everything that mattered was your love for each other! Be happy and have fun together!
Do u ever wonder if u can really trust someone. I’m scared that I could be being over optimistic about my relationship with him? I trust him and he hasnt given me a reason to not trust him this far. It just pisses me off when girls he’s friends with befriend me. It makes me suspicious. I’m not jealous of this girl bcuz she is BUTT ugly!!!
You know life is good when you feel like you can talk to your parents about anything. I feel a lot better about things. I feel even closer to them and we’ve resolved a lot of things that have been going on.
Why do things have to become complicated when everything is going great!? Someone that ur dating says please don’t get mad before they tell u something and then it seems to make u more mad. It’s just frustrating when u love someone and u know they have son with someone else. I know I’ve been with him for 5 almost 6 months and I know it was kinda soon for me to meet him but he wanted me to. So the mother wants to be a bitch since she has the power bcuz she filed the custody papers. I will never put my child in that position no matter what when I decide to have kids!
I feel better now that I’ve vented a lil.
Why is it that I love him so much? He’s a great father to his son and his parents don’t let him discipline him or make decisions for him. I know he needs me tomorrow but at the same time I have to work tomorrow night :( I really wish I was going. But I told him I would keep in touch with him throughout the day. I really hope he understands that someone has to make money. I want to get him into a good job so bad buy idk what the best thing is for him. I read some things today and I feel like I need him to explain it to me. I’m kinda hurt bcuz I feel like he lied to me about a few things but I will let him explain himself.
I feel a lil better now that I got that off my chest.
I’ll talk again soon!
Today is a very special day because his mom invited me to go with them to pick his son up. His parents are really seem like they’re starting to like me. Long drive ahead of us and we woke up at like 6:30.
I’ll right again soon!
Does life have to seen so boring?
Do you ever feel like you don’t know who’s really there for you or you don’t know who really loves you. I feel like my parents judge me all the time and that ever since our lil fight on saturday regarding my bf…it’s been like I’m just some other person that lives in my house. Idk what to do anymore. I love my bf and his been through a lot lately and I really feel like he’s the only one that notices I’m a human being.
I’ll finish this later!
Where do I begin…
So I’ve been seeing this guy for a couple of months and he totally different than the guy everyone thinks they’d see me with. His ears are gauged, his eye brow is pierced, and his tongue is also pierced. He also has 28 tattoos. Just because he is an individual or different doesn’t mean that he is wrong for me. Yes he has leaned on me for help financially but I learned from my mother to that and ofcourse I didn’t learn from it. He also a couple years older than me and at the moment doesn’t have a job but will be getting another asap! But as long as he’s happy, that’s all that matters.I’m following her steps in that and thats one of my downfalls. She made me feel like a piece of shit the other day when she did something similar to an intervention for my sister and I. She’s really upset because I’ve learned to lie to her which I can’t really lie to anyone. But it’s mostly a privacy thing…she knows the password to check my bank account online and used to check it frequently. I work for my money and should not be checked up on as to how much I have left in my account. I just don’t think it’s fair that she does that. Everyone thinks I’m this sweet innocent person…that may have been me before this year but Im not like that anymore. I’m still a good person, it’s just that I need my privacy and I need INDEPENDENCE!!! I get my car for christmas and then I’ll be out and about whenever and where ever!!!
That’s all folks for now!
